I’m trying to study and finish another post, but there are so many helicopters zooming around outside, because our school has had three major threats already today:
seen in the Cooper Hall area in black tank top, cowboy hat carrying
black puppy and a large hunting knife – Officers en route”. (Word for word from my “Mo-Bull” system–our emergency text alert system…we’re the USF Bulls, so they make Bull-puns all the time).
I know the third one should be really frightening, but, it is hard not to laugh at the description.
The first time the sirens went off, I was on my way to class and noticed how nobody seemed to care about the sirens. They need a better system, because those sirens were not alarming (har har).
I remember last time we got an alert on campus that I remember was during the summer; the alleged gunman was actually 3 minutes from my dorm, and I received the warning text while I was on my way back from classes. I was really depressed then, and I actually was happy to be walking toward my dorm at such times. Though I wouldn’t ever be selfish enough to put myself (& consequently others) in danger because of a down mood. This brings me to realize that I have made a lot of progress in my healing since we (ex- & I) broke up. (It is always hard with the first heartbreak; I suppose with all others too, if it is genuine). But I am a lot happier now, except when I think too much about him (which I rarely do, so no worries). My eyes are now open to the things that created rifts in our relationship, and things that I need to improve to make myself a better person for whoever might be my future someone, if he exists. Things that I am searching for in my future someone also.
I might add that I think the cutest guys are somewhat nerdy. 
But human at the same
time. (Sometimes I felt like my ex- wasn’t human; he lost touch with
the human world sometimes when his curiosity went overboard. Sometimes he would forget me amidst his studies, but no one likes to feel neglected…-_- [am I that boring or unappealing? Math is more attractive than me? 
]). And then there is nothing like a sentient, compassionate being that also hasn’t lost their sense of curiosity. n_n! I have a friend whom’s heart one could win with food, but I think with mine if you talk nerdy…(& talking music sure doesn’t hurt either, unless you hate the music I love!). 
Will reply to comments if I can get my work done! I like to take my time & think out the things I have to say.
& my layout is xkcd themed. (: It has been ages since I have had solid colors entirely, and such simple colors.
