July 19, 2009
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It's so nice to be home and to do nothing. (:
I will be getting new glasses soon. It used to cost less when I was under 18 (the lenses anyways). I feel kind of bad about how expensive glasses are, and how quickly I wear them out. I kind of am thinking of getting colored contacts some time too. It would be fun to have green eyes or something (:. But then, as a cheap-asian
I can't help feeling like that would be a waste of money when I can just use Photoshop. Ah, I kind of need to put myself back together again. It's not that I wanted to derive so much of my confidence in one person (ex), but it's just that when I was with him I finally learned to become more comfortable with my own skin (& personality). So now that he doesn't care for me, I can't help wonder what about me was not good enough to keep his interest? I always felt vibrant and passionate, but I guess even that isn't enough. Life forces seem so much weaker when not in love; I feel like I have less to offer, and am less willing to give. Blahhhh! I don't know
