August 2, 2008

• Breath in, breath out. 
  Ease away the anger.

  I saw Brittany today for the first time in what seems like an eternity..June 8, DeNaro's party.  It's so hard going days without seeing your closest friends, or talking to them even.  I will learn to be more consistent with snail-mail, really.  I am not eloquent, otherwise I would ramble on and on with gracious words about how much my best friends mean to me.

  It's such a relief to be able to talk, think, and feel freely!  At home things are often dull and stifling.  Then there are molds and rules that seem to be placed upon me.  Then there are never-satisfied tyrants. 

  I miss having my lunches with Brittany and my lunches with Shadiya, Lauryn, and Tiffany.  I thought high school was just a phase I couldn't wait to leave. 

  I suppose I'll be suffering acutely once college starts, though internally, and subconsciously, maybe.  So many friends that I will miss, though I will be consciously busy meeting new folks and not feeling that pain until I settle down and reflect again.

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