July 20, 2008

• Today I feel incredibly free, wearing a dress..the last dress I bought is awesome, but constricting..I can walk wearing it, but I can't fly around everywhere. (whee)

  Jason's in China.  It's weird, I'm used to being able to confess everything to him.  Michelle is off in Tanzania, but she'll be back soon!   And I haven't been able to reach Brittany...So now I don't know who to talk to!  I called Sam yesterday while cleaning my room.  Cleaning, a.k.a. picking up all my clothing and folding it..but it still is covering the floor--in piles.

  My head is brewing.

  Wow.  I can't believe I am bored.  I think this is the last summer for several years that I will be able to be bored again.  College and medical school will be long roads...

  I am trying to figure out what to do with my schedule..
  If I want to take the 7 year track, I won't have to take Calculus again!  What a relief that would be!   However, if I take the 7 year route, I doubt I would have time to travel abroad, which is something I would loooove to do.  At the present thanks to IB and AP, if I wanted to I could take Chem I and Physics I during the first semester, and then Physics II during spring..as terrible as that sounds, it might work out well--see, that way since I have to take organic chem next year, I won't have to take it with physics..since orgo should be a nightmare compared to chem I...who knows -_-..If I do 4+4, then I will have an option of searching elsewhere for med school...assuming I can do well enough in college..(great).

  AHHHHH.  Orientation tomorrow.  Meet new people.  It's so hard being outgoing, but otherwise I won't make any friends.  So chances are, I won't be outgoing, and I'll be severely dejected/disappointed ...Please give me some guts tonight!

  • 12:18 pm
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